Right now I can´t forget how happy I was when I was 15, how I beleived in the peole, in the world, how I expected something great about my life, how I dreamed with happy songs, how I waited for the perfect man in my life... you miss a beat you loose the rythm...
I missed a beat in my life, I don´t understand why I quit my dreams, how I dare put money before my talent, how fear of failing transformed my spirit in this "part of the mass" person, how I became that not-special, how I grew into this, why did I grow up...why can´t I stop time...why can´t I keep on dreammig no matter what, whay can´t I still think I might become a famous singer...no matter I won´t.
Right now I can´t feel anything but gratitude, for every single moment of my stupid little life. Right now I hope I´ve spent more time with my parents, ringht now I wish I´ve punched him in the face and ripped her hair off for making feel so much pain, right now I feel I´ve been running so much in my lifre that I´m carrying the stress of 29 years of life, right now I must relax...
2 comments:
I understand and can relate to what you're saying here.
And you're making me want to learn more spanish.
I'll keep coming back.
Love,
TS
Rirh now is time to enjoy, to temember, to feel, to love, to grow up, to be urself, to play, to pretend, to meet urself, to test urself, to climb, to make ur dreams come true, to grow up, to share, to make u feel better, to grow up, to be confortable, to be uncofortable, to rest, to dance, to make love every single day with urself, to grow up, to be, to not be, to be alone, to be with all of us, to sleep and dream u can change the world, to stay completley sure that the person u was is the person that u really are and no the person u want to be, to remeber u re unique an remember that without u, so many people do exist, even me...
Yo make my dreams come true, u make my life come sense, even i was gay, ur for me more than my sis, remember all the bad things and dont look back, remember all the good things and make ir true again.
Love u with all my heart,
Peyo.
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