Testing

I´m testing your love, to see if you love my ugliness as much as my beauty
To see if you love my lies as much as my truth
To see if you cover in my darkness as much as you struggle in my light.

To prove your humility, to taste the sweetness of your blueness
I´m so curious to know if your wings fly also because of my words
If have forgotten me, or you only remember my body but not my soul.

I´m testing your love in the distance
to hear your voice in a distant call, to let your light fall into my lust
To tell you I can´t be you, I´m not alone,
I´m not as crazy as you are
No matter how much I desire to go mad

I´m wondering how this world can have us apart for so many lives
Or if it’s karma we are paying now for being helpless on the past.

I´m testing your humanity to see if you´re capable of evolving this love
I´m wondering how your smile would look from far apart
I´m so curious to know if your wings can also fly because of my words
If you have forgotten me, or it´s only my karma calling.

I´m testing your love, I´m tasting your love, but…
Am I wasting your love?